future ♥. sweetest ♥. (:

u gotta problem with me?

a lil somethin' u wanna kno

holla me back gurl

ta get ta the other freaks! bye!

my world. my life. i love.

♥ pika ♥

..lemme tell you a little something..

your favourite girl [PIKA]
09/07/1990
leading a happy life
republic polytechnic
DANCING obsession
DRAMA queen
tarian dharma repfus3
style groovaz crew represent
SFB and The Roses family are love
wanna mit anyone tat can make me go fly
and hellooooo world!
(:

Monday, November 30, 2009

New Moon Movie.. (:

2:00 PM

im effing bored in school!!
someone save me please!! -____-"

aniways i wanna watch NEW MOON MOVIE.. yes yes!! with YOU! you promised me already eh!.. and guess what?? he reads the book too! cute. you actually brought that book along everywhere you go?.. cause i saw it in yur bag yesterday at East Coast! funny you!

aniways great time spend yesterday although it was a short one with you and the rest!.. friendly people you got there.. i like! (^_^) thanks for sending me back too hunns! always remember what mummy tell you! be careful on the road! don't be like me! dangerous driver! wakakaka! *kening up-up*

will see you in 3 days time..

muchlove,
-pika-
*Miss F.M.N*
*your steed, you & your purple princess*

Labels: you are my happy pill..

Saturday, November 28, 2009

MY meaning of "LOVE"

11:00 PM

The meaning of love is found in the word "unconditional". Loving someone through their flaws and all. Accepting and embracing each other’s differences and compromising with their offerings. Love happens only once in a life. If you fell in love the second time then the first love you fell in was in fact just an infatuation. Love happens when you realised that you are worth for the love you are being offered. Love is when you care for someone, when you feel something for him/her deep inside your heart and love is when you think you can do anything for him/her if you truly love them. Love is not just cutting your hand and washing blood all over your body, love is trusting the one you love. Once the letter T is removed from the word Trust, it becomes Rust and it cannot be replaced the whole life. Thus Love is only to CARE AND TRUST the one you love. LOVE is a reality, not illusion or a child's play.

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*im taking things really slow now.. still trying to bring myself up and im halfway through.. with YOUR help, i guess i will be fine.. to have a friend like you is a gift that will remain in my heart..*

ps: off i go to ECP to meet you and friends tomorrow. Mr M, imy. (:

muchlove,

-pika-

*Miss F.M.N*

*your purple princess*

Labels: just another random post...

Thursday, November 26, 2009

GF Mummy Azmira @ SP Star

11:54 PM

myself, mashita & ryn went over to singapore polytechnic to support our dearest girlfriend in this SP Star thingy.. and yes she's singing.. its like SP Idol.. hehs.. and FINALLY the foursome meet again!! woohoo~! its beeen so very long laa..! i miss you girls!

aniways GF, u did awesome!.. i was taken aback when u started to sing and nothing came out of my mouth as i was concentrating on you.. u look really great on stage, and that performace, i love.. (: its been ages i last listen to ur singing and u shine just now babe! congrats for getting the 3rd place darla!! we are proud of you.. love love!

after everything dones, we manage to snap here and dere.. but some of the pics are with her poly mates.. so i will be waiting for those pics!! i miss my girls! and great time spent over at SP..

pictures with Azmira will be uploaded once i get the pics from another camera..

upcoming outing with girlfriends soon!! (:

**7 years of friendship & still strong**girlfriends, i love..** <3

ps: i miss you Mr M. :)

muchlove,

-pika-

*miss F.M.N*

*your purple princess*
(:

Labels: congratulations to you GF..

Monday, November 23, 2009

the existance of Mr M

7:08 PM

"how i wish that when i need someone behind me, you are there.."

sometimes god knows what you are going thru.. its either he answer to your prayers or not..

and that is when he realised you need to meet someone that share or has the same thoughts as you do? fair enough? hmmm..

"mister M" is what he gave me from no where..

this mister M: went through what i went through and is very patient. period. yep yep. you feel me.

dear mister M, i don't know where you come from. maybe you are just a gift from HIM to me for this period of time where by i have to literally bring myself up back again.. possibly.. yes. talking to you gave me alot of shockings as too much coincidence occured within our conversation.. but surprisingly, its all true, similar, or should i say SAME?.. hehs.. cool yet weird..

anyways, its really nice of you to _______ [insert your own word]

ps: im just too exhausted to go through what i went through 5 mths back again. feelings all mixed up. mind all over the place. i need to focus.

to you, thank you. (:

*is it for real this time, or is it just another fairy tale ending story?*

muchlove,

-pika-

*miss F.M.N*

Labels: its all about me now...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

I HATE YOU NOW

9:59 PM

im feeling so weak right now..

only god knows what im feeling and how my condition is..

its bad.. its terrible..

im tired after the shoutings and screamings..

nevertheless..

good thing that you moved on..

...

with that bitch..

-____-

its over now.. i guess..

5 mths.. remember that..

*sigh*

Labels: fuck off cheap biatch..

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

retarded camwhoring session

11:59 PM

one fine night.....

when boredom strikes this 2 sisters......

this happens!!!!

WARNING!!!

*M18 content*

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that's all folks!

TeeeHeee~!

muchlove,
-pika-

Labels: camera obsession

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

2:54 PM

imagine how great and magical the internet is?!? i finally found my abangs2 back again! omg! it has been ages since they graduated from zhenghua sec sch!! the last time i saw them was 7 years ago!! they change alot laa.. like seriously..

this were the bunch that i hang out with during my sec 1 days.. heheh.. they were our so called the batch after the pioneers of the school and all of them were sitting for their N levels paper when i just entered the school.. memories..memories.. all grown up ehh..

[from left to right]

i forget his name who, abg Alazhar or Alzahar (whichever the name is), Abg Azhari, Abg Rashid (acit), Abg Rizman & Abg Hairie!!

i miss you guys! meet up soon!

muchlove,
-pika-

Labels: long lost lovables..

Thursday, November 12, 2009

MUSE II Dance Production

4:52 PM

to all my tarian girls, you guys did really great yesterday!! this goes to the other 4 dace groups too!! it was a blast la okay!.. although i did not performed for this time round MUSE Dance production, at least i still got to help you girls get ready with the hair and all.. great job lovelies!

oh and yes i watched with dearest Hanyst!.. the seating not so nice though.. people who sat beside us was Niezza and Hussy!.. the 4 of us were crazy that night to see the unexpected people on stage putting up an awesome performance.. alot of laughter when one of the dancer accidentally slipped and fall on his back.. but lucky him he could get up fast!! haha!! wadever it is.. i enjoyed myself alot!!weeehoo~!