me maself & i

TO YOU MOTHA FUCKA!

2011-08-13T10:28:00.001-07:00

TO YOU BIATCH/STALKER/PSYCHO WHO HAVE BEEN INTRUDING INTO MY LIFE, FUCK OFF! I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS U FREAKO!

GET A LIFE PLEASE!

THANK YOU.

SICK ASS!

the post after my so many years posts..

2011-08-09T01:59:00.000-07:00

life has been smooth for me ever since our first.. and yes i couldn't deny that he is the best thing that ever happen to me.. but before i start with anything else, just to let you guys know that i will not write here if nothing bad happen to me.. recently, shits happen.. i swear i can't take it anymore.. haishhhh.. :(

it all started ever since he went for his fucking reservist.. i swear that was a fucking reservist ever.. from 17th July up till now, i can barely count with my fingers how many times we met.. after his 2 weeks in camp thingy, we still didn't have the chance to meet up.. slowly as time passes by, it gets worse.. i was given a cold treatment, he started to be rude to me, i was being ignored and we rarely contact each other.. maybe i can understand that he is working during the day now but that doesn't mean that he has to ignore me right? until at the very end of the day then i will just get an sms stating that he had just finished his work and is heading somewhere with the frens.. after that, silence again for the whole night.. this has been on going for a week and i have been really patient with him..

decided to ask him what is wrong with him or what have i done that made him changed.. all his answer was, his heart changed just like that for no reason.. and yes its fucking stupid.. been asking him if it was due to a third party or he have someone else.. the answer was NO.. but why the heck are you acting like this???! i don't see me doing anything wrong to you! i don't see me having any other affair outside! i don't see anything is wrong in this relationship.. the problem now is HIM!! kinda fuck up but i just have to accept this fucking stupid reason he gave me!! binget per aku!!! mcm suar!!

i tried every means and ways to make things better.. to work things out.. but it simply failed.. aku dah tak tahu ah ape nak buat lagi dgn kau..!! sumpah aku menyesal habes punye!! bulan puasa kau buat ni mcm kat aku!! memang takde hati & perasaan langsung.. i really have no mood for raya this year.. harapan aku hancur!.. ape yg kau dah janji dgn aku selama ini semua bagai kan angin yg lalu jer.. tak bermakna lagi..!! I REGRET FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU!! i know i shouldn't have!! arghhhh!! now im like killing myself..!! i donoe what to do!! aku dah lost!!

dear GOD, i really need you to show me whats best for me now.. why is this happening to me again.. is this just how my love life gonna be like until i donoe when?!??? i give up already la.. i swear i give up..!! sad but what can i say.. hari baik bulan baik, ni yg aku terima.. haishhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's about time.

2011-03-28T23:17:00.000-07:00

i'll leave it to FATE.

im so exhausted.

i really am.

sorry for everything. cos i think i just have to.

we are 2 different people, who don't lead the same lifestyle.

we'll just see.

*heartbroken*

totally.

-shafiqa-

2011-03-23T23:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!
pika is back!

life have been like a trip to hell & heaven. the first 3 months of the year have been quite hard for me but there are times of happiness when it comes to family, boyfriends nad GFFs!

i've been coping well with work so far. alhamdulillah. it was quite stressful at first but its a learning journey where i learn new stuff every single day. its my first time in this customer service line but im stating to love it. a challenging job with a riskjobscope but who cares! pika dare to take up challenges! feewit! heee.

relationship wise, what i can say is that the both of us are trying very hard to make it happen. it all comes with understanding, patience, sacrifice and trust. we barely meet each other but we both are trying to be strong as now we really have to work real hard to achieve what we both want. insyaallah. its all about playing with our inner self. im sure we can do it. as days goes by, babygirl just love you more Mr Boyfriend. lets have a splendid upcoming 1st year anniversary aite love! (:

family! we are very active during our weekends now.. karaoke shopping karaoke shopping den makan!! thats all we do for a great family bonding time! teehee~! as for next month, we are planning to go for a bowling session! yeay! excited! more to come laa people!

time to knock off to bed now.
and at this point of time, im thinking about boyfriend comat. i miss him so much. hope to see you this saturday cinta. babygirl loves you always. mwaks!

-piqa-

HAPPYNEWYEAR

2011-01-06T23:30:00.000-08:00

HELLO LOVELY PEOPLE IN THE WORLD..
THIS BLOG WILL NOT BE UPDATED UNTIL I FEEL LIKE UPDATING..

LIFE'S HECTIC SO FAR AND I HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS..
CLASS WAS FUN BUT VERY CHALLENGING! I SWEAR..! UP NEXT, THE BANK'S CALLING MY NAME! IT NEEDS ME! I WILL BE DERE REAL SOON MY DEAR BRANCH.. DO WAIT FOR ME AITE..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

-signing off-
SHAFIQA

Muse III Dance Production 2010

2010-10-31T09:42:00.000-07:00

MUSE III 2010 "CONFLUENCE"

its an honour to come back and perform with my Dharma girls.. thanks for the invite girls.. thanks to Cikgu Rahman too.. it was a great journey with all the talented dancers.. tonight was a blast and im happy that it went pretty well.. thumbs up to all lovely dancers!!

to cinta, its your 2nd time watching me dance, but your first coming to my big theatre hall.. thank you so much for coming my dear.. i appreciate the support and encouragement that you have been giving me for the past few months.. im lucky that you understand me as much as i understand you with your dikir barat schedule.. manjer sayang kan cinta banyak banyak!!

last but not least, i would like to thank mummy and sister for watching my show too!! OH YA! and also for entertaining boyfriend over at home when i left for RP to get ready for my show.. he said he had a great day with mum and sister at home as he get to chit chat alot with mummy..

and before i forget, happy 5th monthsary love!! we have gone this far and i hope it will be stronger as each day passes.. & i love you more everyday..! *hugs*

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presenting the dancer princess piqa

they all enjoyed playing with my camera's "fish eye effect"! haha!

snap snap! click click!

this place, i misss it so much! and finally im back!

cikgu.. my best Mr Mentor..

the girls..

never miss my snapping with my hiphop lovables!

they reached around 7:45pm..

after showwwwww..!

my one & only.. cinta.. i love you..

your most lovable girlfriend,
-piqa-

"Ku Tetapkan Menunggu"

2010-10-07T22:41:00.000-07:00

my dear cinta, this song seems to be OUR song.. cause we dedicate it for each other unknowingly!.. hahah! how cute..!

"maybe distance always keep us apart & far from each other but your heart & soul is always with me, deep inside that never will i throw away.."

.i love you.

ku tetapkan menunggu mu
walau apa pun berlaku
ku tetapkan bersama mu
hanya waktu yang berlalu

ku impikan dikau selalu
hanya itu yang ku mampu
masih terasa sentuh mu
kapan lagi kan bertemu

ku berjanji kan selalu
di samping mu walau jauh
jauh ke hujung dunia ini
ku tetapkan menunggu mu

jangan bimbang jangan ragu
kau tetap bintang hati ku
kekal sehingga akhir hayat ku
ku tetap kan menunggu
ku tetapkan menunggu mu

ku impikan dikau selalu
hanya itu yang ku mampu
masih terasa sentuh mu
kapan lagi kan bertemu

ku berjanji kan selalu
di samping mu walau jauh
jauh ke hujung dunia ini
ku tetapkan menunggu mu

jangan bimbang jangan ragu
kau tetap bintang hati ku
kekal sehingga akhir hayat ku
ku tetap kan menunggu
ku tetapkan menunggu
menunggu mu..

girlfriends raya fever!!

2010-09-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

its already the 20th syawal and we girls don't care!! we still go raya visits to each other's places.. how can we miss our GFs houses right??? NO WAY!! heeee.. it was a belated bday for dearest masita tooo.. manage to get for her presents, cards & flowers and surprised her infront of her house! hope you like it my dear!

first house! over at Masita's place!

da start lahhh ni... camwhoring over at my place.. ala ala photoshoot gitu! hee~!

gorgeous ladies..
all grown up.. love them..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL!!

girlfriend's most keco woman,

-piqa-

syawal 2010 with boyfriend..

2010-09-28T23:57:00.000-07:00

hari raya with love was splendid..! we enjoyed our first raya together so much right cinta??.. from having you over at my place on 2nd day of raya, me over at your place on the 3rd day, me joining you & family go raya visitings and you joining me and family over at my relative's place.. sukerrrr...! thanks for the time and effort love! (:

2nd day over at my place..

we were in MAROON!! nicee..

3rd day over at his place..

i was in green but him, red.. but still, we look good together.. raya outing with baby's family..
we were in PURPLE!! this, i love! we look great..!
over at my relative's place..
we were in GREEN!! gorgeous laaaa..
raya outing with Kelana Purba Cliques!
we were in PINK!! this colour is awesome!! love it so much!

we sure enjoyed ourselves so much with the people around us.. our first Syawal together wasn't that bad after all.. this is just a start and hope it won't be the last.. love you sweet thing..
OH YES!

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY SAYANG!!
GUE SAYANG BANGAT SAMA KAMU YARR CINTA!!

baby love's princess,
-piqa-

Eid Mubarak Day 1

2010-09-10T23:38:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya!!

Raya 2010 was a blissful one for me.. Not the same as the past years, the boring ones.. This year, family was all wrapped up in RED! yes RED! hot hot RED! heee.. Fun times we had visiting to relatives houses.. May our years ahead will be much more blissful then ever! love love~!

to all readers, may all of you have a blast raya for the next few weeks!

baby love's princess,
-piqa-

Happy Birthday Boyfriend!

2010-09-07T00:30:00.000-07:00

Its 7th of September and this date marks the 24th year of you living in this world my dear.. I am glad to be by your side on this very special day.. May you succeed in life and get what you have been wanting in the near future.. Today is a new you.. Its not the zahari that i first know.. Its the zahari that i brought up on his feet and continue a memorable and meaningful life until today.. My dear baby, like i told you before, you are a very nice person.. and if you are not, you can be one.. Trust me cos i believe in you and you have to believe in yourself too.. (:

Have a good celebration with your family alright love..?
Princess Piqa loves Prince Zari alwayss..!

baby love's princess
-piqa-

happy 3rd monthsary love. (:

2010-08-28T23:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAREST BOYFRIEND!

Dear love,

still remember the day we first met? our first date? and the first time you held my hands? i feel like as though we know each other for years.. we just get along too well for only GOD knows the what the reason is.. hee.. it all started from a simple conversation we had.. you complaining about problems you were facing and me complaining to you about the problems that im facing.. funny isn't it??

how fast time flies and here we are still standing by each other in every way possible.. if it wasn't because of you, i wouldn't know what will happen to me now.. because of you, i moved on and i made you moved on too.. (:

lets hope its going to be on going until where ever this relationship will take us to.. thank you for your presence and thank you for the care, love & concern that you had given me all this while ever since May.. i appreciate it alot my dear.. love you cinta!

.cinta & manje.

"I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay."

baby love's princess
-piqa-

dinner with baby Zari

2010-08-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

break fast at Swensens was superb..

thanks baby love for the treat.. you just know me too well.. heee.. i suker!

our situation now wasn't that bad after all.. kinda smooth now.. hope its gonna be this way sampai biler2 okayy..

meet you again soon.. next weekend aite!? outing with my lovely family again kayy?.. love you cinta.. mwah2! (:

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*you changed my life hunns.. right now, its gonna be just me & you, against the world.. & nobody else..*

baby love's princess,

-pika-

mummy's birthdayyyy

2010-08-10T20:55:00.000-07:00

Happy 45th Birthday Singapore

Happy 46th Birthday Mummy!!

It's 9th August 2010 and we celebrated mum's birthday together with national day..

I enjoyed this day cause baby manage to join us!! It's his first time joining us to celebrate mummy's birthday and he enjoyed it as much as i do.. Fireworks was pretty.. The crowd was chaotic.. & there's alot of bangla too!! ppffttt~! Shall not elaborate much as I will let the pictures do the talking noww..

happy birthday!

cinta & me
all waiting under my void deck..
our "baru mandi" fresh looks!

purple princess

The Daun Pisang Crew! hahaha~!

auntiee.

its the ladies & birthday girl!
kakak, nephew & mummy

cake cutting ceremonyyyyyyy....

group shot! smileeee~!

one & only precious gem.

SUNflower!

fire works was excellent! i suker la b!!

done~!

baby love's princess,

-pika-

sunday with love.

2010-08-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

"every single time we met, i feel like its our first meet my dear.. cause you never fail to make my heart beat faster every time i have you by my side.."

my sunday was well spent with love.. sorry baby if you didnt manage to sleep after coming back from your night shift work.. i feel bad okay.. but u insist! not my fault!.. whatever it is, i appreciate it so much much! it was simple, but sweet! dinner was so peaceful.. desert was so ermmm.. YUMMY!.. we NEVER miss Haagen Dazs right love??.. cause we are just addicted to it like how we are addicted to each other now.. heee.. cehhh!.. (^_^)

thanks for sending me back home and even chilled over at my place for a while.. my parents wanted to see you so much la baby dear.. cause they keep on asking me where are you.. so long never see you.. hehe.. i thot im the only one that miss you.. but unknowingly, there are somebody else that misses you too!.. (:

hope we both will have a great week ahead aite!

love you hunns!

my precious one!

with love,

shafiqa

*purple princess pika*

no title that can describe this..

2010-07-31T00:27:00.000-07:00

i miss you
it hurts to think of everything we went through
i wish you could see my heart
i hate that we're apart
i cry for your touch
baby i miss you so much
you've changed into someone i don’t know
remember when you told me you'd never let go?
what happened between you and i
i remember the nights we'd lay there and look at the sky
the point is i miss you
and i want to hug you
i wish i could rewind time
and make you mine
but there’s no way of getting you back
and now you’re just one thing in life that i lack
i don’t know why things are like this
but i just wanted to tell you that its you that i really miss

with love,
.shafiqa.
*250506*

20th Birthday with Best Buddies

2010-07-19T10:05:00.000-07:00

finally im twenTEEN! heee. on the very day itself, manage to celebrate with p0ly mates.. despite me feeling so very tired due to work, i managed to have fun with them! hee. thanks bro Daniel, Fir & Niena!! had a blast!! thanks eh korang eh.. aku tengah nyanyi sorang2 syiok sendiri dekat dalam tu tempat tibe2 ade cake masok!! grrr.. furthermore you people have such a GOOD excuses to turn up late ehh.. padahal go take cake!! geramss.. whatever it is, you people made my twenTEEN a memorable one on the 9th July 2010.. love you lovely people!! (:

i love the cake so much. pretty okay! nina decorated it herself at the shop! got purple flower sumore! ^_^

dones!

*ps: buddy Syafiq, u owe me one for not joining us! x_x

-pika-

20th Birthday with lovely GFs.

2010-07-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

advance birthday meet up with lovely GFs after 3 months of not meeting up!! finally la eh korang2.. kalau takde occasion, tak jumpe.. tsk.. met GF masita first.. the other 2 i donoe for what reasons, they were late.. hang around esplanade first while waiting for them.. and guess what, the other 2 were late cos they went to get piizza hut! haa! and also white chocolate cake from secret recipe!! woosh! sedapp! i suker kayy korangs!! and as usual, we nvr miss camwhoringg sessionn!! (:

and in the end, these girls appeared infront of my house when the clock strikes 12 midnight.. OMFG!! i was so shock laa okay.. they brought 2 tubs of Ben & Jerrys ice cream for me..!! i sukerr!!

thanksss girlsss!! i really enjoyed myself!! so wen is our next meet up?? September?? hurhur..

-pika-

Sister Hidayah 15th Bday

2010-06-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

its younger sister's 15th bday and daddy booked a chalet over at pasir ris for the celebration.. its called Pasir Ris SCDF Sea Training Centre.. i love the place! all of us enjoyed ourselves especially to the non stop food and also the lame jokes that uncle cracked.. LOL!

finally i had some peace and my mind was at ease when i was dere..

GOD, thank you..

i'll let the pictures do the talking yeaaa!! haf fun browsing!!

our late arrival..

the place.. we have it all to ouself.. best kan!
lil sista & cousin lily

sweet thing. auntie and boyfriend.
little baya!
okayy these two.. purpleness for the day..

baby nephew ezkandar! noty okay this boy!

BBQ babyy!

we got 3 cakes!! and a special surprise cake too!!
while singing the bday song.. and sudenly..
tada! its the cupcakes that she always wanted for..

look at sister kodak moment face!

the group shots!! i love this!!

after midnight.. gambling time.. till 3:30am!..
poly mates!

"good morning" face! and baby muke tak perlu kay!
photogenic baby.. cute!

escape theme park here we comeee!

lucky i didnt took this ride! all wet!! ahahha!! (:

dones!

-pika-

Momentum 2010 Dance Production

2010-05-26T23:42:00.000-07:00

It was RP Momentum 2010 Dance Production!! although i didnt manage to dance with them, i still have the chance to be at the back stage with my girls and guys! helped them with make up and watched the whole show that starts at 8pm.. had a great time with my girls and also the other alumnis that were present that day.. below are some of the pictures taken.. enjoys!

presenting Daniel Amorei Yew, alumni from silat! my one and only chinese brother!

it's make up time~! i loveee this!

-pika-

what i felt. =(

2010-05-25T03:52:00.000-07:00

It's unfair to be angry at & blame people blindly. Sit down, think & reflect.

Haishh.. -____-"

patience is the keyword.

-pika-

Dad's 50th Birthday Outing (:

2010-05-09T23:22:00.000-07:00

Its Dad's birthday and it falls on a Sundayy~!! weeee~!! early morning uncle called home and say he wants to treat bday boy and us makan seafood!! SEAFOOD! my favourite for GODs sake!! (: But before that we went shopping at Orchard Ion first.. manage to grab some new stuff.. *smiles* den headed to Kembangan for our dinner!! it was a nice place to eat.. good food.. very satisfying.. our day ended superbly great..

*in times of test, family is the best*
(:

for more pictures, take a peek at my FB profileee~!

-pika-

Momma's Day Celebration @ PSA Keppel Club

2010-05-08T23:57:00.000-07:00

momma's day was funnn~! celebrated over at PSA Keppel Club with my family and cousins!! Daddy's side love to do this kinda things.. A get together for specific occations or celebrations! i loike! let the pictures do the talkingggs... **yada yada yada**

-pika-

D5D post production chalet

2010-05-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

production's done! and its time to take a chill pill with every cast and crews from TA D5D production... weeee~! alot of food, fun & games la peopleeee~!! heee..

location: NTUC Club Downtown East

people present: CAST & CREWS!!

date: 7th May - 9th May 2010

but i came on the 7th and went back that same night because of a family event that i have to attend the next day... tsk tsk.. :(

and so.. after that great night, my great buddy Akyness wanted to chill over at seletar damp for a while.. star gazing la people.. hurhur.. he fetched me from downtown around 1:30am and we headed dere.. funny la this Akyness.. we chilled under the bright stars over bottles of heaven & earth green tea and vanilla wafer sticks! LOL! crap crap & crap till around 3am and he sent me back home.. i swear i slept in the car.. sorry Aky if you were like taling to yourself.. pika tired la.. hurhurhur.. thanks for the night bestfriend!!

muchlove,

-purplePRINCESSpika-

aka

-atiqah-

aka

-BABY-

Depot Lima Dara on set photo shoot!

2010-05-03T20:06:00.000-07:00

hello lovely readers!
belowwwwwww are some pretty pictures that we took on set over at the playden, Arts House...

Enjoyz!!

muchlove,
-purplePRINCESSpika-
aka
-atiqah-
aka
-BABY-
(:

Depot Lima Dara

2010-05-02T23:09:00.000-07:00

Depot Lima Dara production by Teater Artistik was a BLASTTTTT!! 3 Days, 4 shows @ 2 hours/show... it was a hard work paid off!! All i can say is... Arts House, WE own! (:

thank you GFs for coming! sayang korang!

the bunch that i will never forget..

the sound/multimedia/lighting peeps! you guys did a great job! *salute*

Viva Republica! the RPs that conquered this production! haha!

thanks mummy daddy and sista for the support! (:

and not forgetting this buddies/colleague of mine that came!! thanks guys!!

the 5 Dara in their respective container..

although its for a short period of time, the bond and memories that we had can never be erase.. we are like family.. this production has ended but its always a beginning to a new one.. i just hope that we could get together again in the future.. insyaallah..

**a working woman in the day,

a dancer/drama queen at night.**

muchlove,

-purplePRINCESSpika-

aka

-atiqah-

aka

-BABY-

Depot Lima Dara Day 1

2010-04-30T23:51:00.000-07:00

Depot Lima Dara first show was awesomehhhh~!!!

to GFs, thank you so much for coming!! although i made you guys come like 1 hour earlier?!! haha!! cos janji melayu slalu lambat kan?? hurhur.. so i actually aspect you guys to reach at 7.30pm.. but korang peh siang per!! haha! hope you girls like the show.. i really appreciate korang2 punye presence okayy peoplee~!! hehe.. sayang korang!! dan yang penting, jgn duduk sebelah mayat eh masita!! kau belo! haha~! (:

muchlove,

-purplePRINCESSpika-

aka

-atiqah-

aka

-BABY-

Caldecott & Victoria Theatre moments

2010-03-27T23:12:00.000-07:00

hello readers!! i had a great time with this gilers over at mediacorp.. woke up kinda early to get myself ready and went out around 12 noon.. after everything settled around 4pm, i headed to Victoria Theatre for Sriwana production, Anak Wayang.. it was a great show i must say.. and Abg Shahril act so well until at the last part, he made all of the audiences cry.. very saddd ending.. *2 thumbs up!* upon reaching dere, took tix from brother.. he was with ibu and the aunty.. and i actually joined ibu queue at the front.. cut queue la kan peoplee.. was happy to see ibu after so long.. no doubt that she always say 'hello' to me first wenever im online at FB chat, although we talked alot online, but its different from seeing her in person.. can see her bright2 smile wen she see me.. *iloveyou ibu* and thanks for the ride home too.. thanks brother..

muchlove,
-purplePRINCESSpika-

Happy 20th Bday GF Ryn!

2010-03-18T23:35:00.000-07:00

GF Ryn was pranked!! i find fault with her.. "paitao" her on the day that we all suppose to go out to celebrate her bday.. fight with her.. to the extreme.. and she was so pissed.. in the end, she was being surprised by us... it was all on purpose la dear.. jgn la mara k... sayang kamu!!

Happy 20th Bday okay hunnss!

muchlove,

-purplePRINCESSpika-

day at the airport

2010-03-14T21:44:00.000-07:00

location: Airport
lil sista is off to Vietnam.. haf fun and bring back purple stuff for your favourite sista ok sista! taking care!! (:

muchlove,

-purplePRINCESSpika-

Universal Studio Singapore

2010-03-11T20:20:00.000-08:00

Universal Studio Singapore is AWESOME! purple princess love it sooooo much!! all Resorts World staff was given a chance to go and enjoy the rides before it officially open to public.. its great.. too many things down dere to finish up in one day... i haven get enough of it i tell you!! so anyone?? USS??? =)

muchlove,
-purplePRINCESSpika-

great dinner with sister

2010-03-01T09:10:00.000-08:00

Its ShinTokyo Sushi time!!! yeahh~!

It was a random idea of me and younger sis to have our dinner over at Shintokyo Sushi Restaurant.. It's Spore's first Halal sushi restaurant la peopleee~! so don't worry! It's 100% certified HALAL! nyehh nyehh! the both of us enjoyed ourselves dere.. just eat whatever we wantt.. best best~! we love it so muchhhh! i bet the waiter and waitress is a bit pissed off with us cos we are the BEST customer that entered their restaurant~! hahahahaha~!!!! what a dayyy! (:

muchlove,

-purplePRINCESSpika-

*i swear i don't know and only GOD knows*

GFs love.

2010-02-23T23:51:00.000-08:00

GFs had a short meet up chill session after so longgggg.. the last was last year i donoe when.. great times spent and alot of updates to update each other.. MACAM-MACAM STORYYYYY.. RIUH RENDAH... am i right girls??? and something funny happened while we were sitting by the river dere.. i was memorizing my script and the other 2 was talking about something.. den decided to put my script aside for awhile and join the the conversation they were having.. out of no where, a sudden strong wind came.. my script flew!! almost drop into the river la!! i was shock and with the intention to catch my script, i laid down flat frontwards in public with my hands trying to reach out for it!! oh myy~! a hell lot of people saw us!! MALU LA CANS!! ppfftt~! Ryn came after that and we had dinner over at BK Bar.. nice place i must say.. whatever it is.. sayang korang semue lahh... and to Mas, 2014 ehhhh peopleeeee ehhhh~!!! *wink2*

*eight years of friendship and still strong*

muchlove,

-purplePRINCESSpika-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

2010-02-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

hello readers!!
this post is specially dedicated to Mr SiddiQ..
teehee~!

wishing you Happy 26th Birthday awakk!! hope you were surprised by the surprise that brother, fana and the rest did for you.. let the blues go away and its a new age to begin with!.. may you live long and may all your wihes come true kay awakk!! insyaallah..
*hugs you* (:

muchlove,
-purplePRINCESSpika-

14th February Red & Black Fever

2010-02-14T23:30:00.000-08:00

Valentine's Day was celebrated with family over at Costa Sands chalet Pasir Ris.. It was uncle Yusman's birthday party cum Valentine's Day thingy..

Theme: Valentine La Viva
Colour Code: Red & Black

and so.. that explains why everyone is in RED & BLACK and also the decorations!! it was well planned and thank GOD it went smoothly.. let the pictures do the talking! (:

-purplePRINCESSpika-

an ARTSY saturday

2010-02-07T02:40:00.000-08:00

MA-MA-MEE-YA!! (:

hellooooooooooooo beautiful reeeeeeeaderss!

updates, updates!!

the most important and SEXciting thing that i wanna tell all of you is that...

*coughs*

*clears throat*

"..IM GRADUATING SOON LA PEOPLEEE~!! AND NEXT WEEK IS MY FINAL EXAMINATION WEEK!.."

ok dah! *ehems ehems*

and today i had a wonderful day with these wonderful theatre peopleeee..

-abg roslan,abg usop,zarina,farhan,syafiq,kak farisha,nasir&ariffin-

they are love love love la okayy peopleee~!!

i went for theatre artistic training today held at the usual place la, Telok Ayer Performing Arts Centre.. in short, TAPAC la peoplee.. hehe~! its for their upcoming april production laa.. it was tiring but great session.. best best.. started around 4pm and ended at 7pm.. after that all of us headed to Taman Warisan to watch this show performed by this group of people that come from Indonesia.. they were really great i tell you!.. superb!.. 10 stars!.. hehe.. that show ended around 1030pm.. all were shaggg... and thanks to Abg Usop eh.. he suggested to go sheeshaa.. ah ah peopleeee~!!

upon reaching nasrin, i bump into Abg Zaharian & Abg Shah Iskandar.. wahh long time no see okay! both lose ALOT of weight! i swear!! aniways.. imagine la we all so burok the faces and then enter nasrin! mampos cans~! they wanted to sheeshaa so much and even ask abg lan to blanja!! wahh korang melampau wehh~! although all were tired, we manage to UNtired ourselves.. all came out with random stupid games.. we filled the place with our laughters and voices although theres alot of them down there watching soccer match!! what we care right peoplee??! hehehe.. so yea we chilled there till 1am.. after that all head home..

*thank god theres no road block anywhere or any "Mr White Motor Bike".. eyes was infront on the road, the side mirror & rear view mirror.. to see if theres any white color motorbike that love to catch speedy vehicle! the riders and drivers no. 1 enemy..*

okayy la peopleeee.. more SEXciting updates to come okaysss.. im so sleeepyyyy.. need my beautiful princess sleep.. good night la peopleeee!!

theres one thing for sure that i cant deny..

**imissyouMr.M**

-purplePRINCESSpika-

Sentosa

2010-01-29T23:26:00.000-08:00

space. peace. alone. breather.

this might be random but i NEED sentosa moment alone.. and so yeap.. i had it.. i manage to have my own peaceful time.. sitting on the brown shore of Pahlawan Beach, enjoying the breeze and the sun is what i love to do now.. it was from dawn to dusk.. the beach, my companion and i love..

-purplePRINCESSpika-

the KILLER

2010-01-26T15:52:00.000-08:00

FYP IS KILLING ME SILENTLY.

MODE: STRESS NAK MAMPOS!

PERIOD.

x________x"

-purplePRINCESSpika-

Drama Queen

2010-01-21T23:59:00.000-08:00

~Purple Princess~

its been soooo longgg since i last updated..
been busy with school FYP.. to those who don't know what the hell that is, its Final Year Project that has got to be complete by next week.. it's really2 an important thing to determine our final GPA.. *fingers cross*

apart from school, i filled my time with outside theatre drama too.. and yes i am representing Teater Artistik for this Saturday event.. im acting yaw! hehe.. hope everything will go smoothly.. insyaallah.. all of them from TA are fun people.. get along quite well though.. and their April production, i am so looking forward to it.. i bet its gonna be a boom!..

and so.. 3 more weeks and im done with school.. *i hope* so whats next?.. hehehs.. i think only i know whats gonna come next.. lets keep it down really low for now..

**Australia coming.. Indonesia coming..** (^_^)

till den! im off to beddy now!

muchlove,
-pika-
*your purple princess*

best memorable moments..

2010-01-10T03:15:00.000-08:00

BOO~! hello to all lovely readers!! how are all of you out dere?? i hope you're doing good!

anyways here are some updates on what i've been doing lately.. the clock now is 3am exactly and i think i won't be able to type alot here cos im so effing sleepy! goshh~! so i'll let the pics do the talking aite! here you go..

this was taken on the 1st of Jan 2010. can see my shag-not-enough-sleep face! cos i just came back from countdown! that explains why i wore the shades! to cover up laa. hehe.

this was taken when the 3 siblings went to causeway point to send kakak's spoiled hp! haha! and not to forget, baby nephew created a scene at banquet! he cried non stop la ok! pening aku!!!

classic photo of the day!! haha!
location: TRCC backstage dressing room
event: Board of Governors conference thingy
this was done by Nina la ok! i only did the black part for the eyeshadow! haha! Mat Kental became transvestite! lol!

today, the five of us went to National Library Drama Centre to watch this Japanese play. i swear it was our first time and we donoe how the play is gonna be like. its a musical.. weird but cool! something new for all of us! funny tooo! *you know i know la korang eh* hahaha~!

done!!

**thank god for the existance of these great people in my life**

muchlove,

-pika-

*Miss F.M.N*

*your purple princess*
.imy.

Happy 2010! (:

2010-01-01T23:11:00.000-08:00

Happy twenty ten world! (:

Yesterday was a blast for me! Yes yes! All I wanted to do is to be out and spent my last few hours of 2009 happily with.. you.. and all I was looking forward for was 4pm @ Orchard MRT.. (:

We took public la okayy! Surpisingly right?! Hehe. Cos baby Ghaazala is still on her recovery mode. *kesian baby you.. pat her back..* And so.. we met around 4plus over at orchard.. both never fail to give the first smile when we meet.. I suker! hEE~! We started off with his hunting for the stuffs that he intended to buy!! And I was his assistant for that day.. to give comments and all.. hehe! Lalala~!

We headed to this shop at wisma.. looks like its his favourite shop laa.. am I right hunns?.. hmm.. okok moving on.. he actually was looking at this white shirt and this grey shirt with purplish color prints on it.. one word which I can say! NICE! Cos its purple! Kan you kan you?? hEEEE~! He tried both.. and in the end decided to get both shirts.. he wore the white shirt that I said it looks really nice on him.. hehe! And so we both were wearing the same color yesterday! How sweet la you! Hehe.. we went to quite a few shops.. one of them was NUM.. new urban male shop.. oh yes! He went crazy seeing this shirt that writes “Im declared as MISTER CHILAKA” -_____-“ So he tried and it looks good on him but sadly, it was the last piece and I personally don’t allow him to get that last piece shirt cos deres something wrong with it.. I didn’t have the heart to not to let you buy that but its already a spoil piece my dear.. I promise we’ll get the same shirt soon kayy? Dun get upset alrites! *hugs*

After that we had our dinner.. shall I say an early dinner?? We went to this new shopping mall at somerset called “313”.. very big and nice mall.. a lot of things can be found dere!! I like it ok! The ZARA was madness!! Phewww! He manage to get this straw hat and glasses! Didn’t intend to buy that la acutally but for no reason, he somehow looks good in that! And in the end, he got them! And he is really happy and he actually wore it for countdown. New year, new image la katekan! Hehe..

Headed off to Marina and the people dere were crazy!! It was only 830pm and the stairs was already pack with people! Typical Singaporeans right?! All wanted to catch the fireworks when the clock strikes midnight.. so the both of us find a spot to sit first while waiting for the rest to arrive.. that night was a crazy night for the 8 of us.. we manage to throw away all the anger and frustrations that all of us individually have throughout 2009.. we shared our stories be it the good ones or the bad ones.. I really feel the presence of each other at that point of time..

It was 10 minutes to 12 midnight.. which is new year.. I suddenly cried all by myself.. I tried to sit a little bit further from them and face the other side.. my heart just sank when I thought of what have I done and what are the failures that actually comes to my life.. when I say badly I really mean badly.. my tears are like waterfall that can never stop.. when people already got up to clap and cheer as the fireworks shoot up, I was still sitting down.. Sid didn’t noticed at first as I didn’t want him to.. but in the end he pulled me up, I turned and he held me in his arms tightly.. maybe that is what I need at that point of time.. someone to hold on to.. although we both went through the same thing, I feel that he is much more stronger than I am.. thanks for the shoulder for me to cry on awak.. I wipe off my face and watched the fireworks with him, still in his arms securely.. *sobs*

After the 8 minutes fireworks, we went to watch movie at Marina! After I let out the tears, I feel better.. all of us watched Sherlock Holmes! Hehe.. it was funny! Not the show but us! The people that watched it! some of them eat dirty cup corn la, some sleep and snore la and some even so into the show and actually trying to tell the story to the person next to him.. hehe!! Kekek la korang!

So when the movie was done, we chilled awhile at Marina, they had their ciggies.. we walked to esplanade, intention was to take night rider bus home but the bus actually finish at 4am!! We reached the bus stop around 410am! WTF! So annoying!! Some of them took cab back, some took first train! Aiyoo.. I took cab home alone since im the only west sider.. like hello.. so geramm.. anyhoos, I love the company yesterday night.. although it was my first time celebrating new year with them, I feel the love among us.. sayanggg koranggg sumerrr!!!!!

Reached home around 5am.. I only had 2 hours of sleep as I need to wakey at 8am to help mummy with some preparation for our family’s picnic cum overnite thingy.. I have got to have time for both friends and family right?.. I bet they are still busy BBQing and here I am blogging.. I headed home as I need my bed and get my proper sleep.. so I went back alone just now.. hehs!

Let the pictures do the talking!

shopping craze!

a make over for 2010! he loves his shirt alot! (:
the beautiful people who filled me that night..
right after the severe "cry alone" session.. thank you. *smile silently*
while waiting to enter the cinema..

"give us some privacy please!" hehehe~!

done!

"it was a great end to a bad year and a wonderful start to a new one"

to you, all i wanted to say is.. "thank you so much for the memorable day, night and morning".. (:

muchlove,
-pika-
*Miss F.M.N*
*your purple princess*

last words for the year 2009

2009-12-31T13:00:00.000-08:00

2009 have been a year with a lot of significant dates on the calendar which was once can be considered as a memorable dates for me. But I’ve let all of it pass for good. Whatever things that I had actually failed in life in 2009 are things that I will learn from and be a better person which what i am now. whats left are just memories that never will i want to remember. i promise! and to think on the other side, I had achieved quite a lot in 2009! Driving license, maintain my GPA, get more engaged in theatre acting, broadened my circle of friends and be a happier person. let the "year 2009" itself be my witness and it will just remain silent while I shall make my move to 2010! To you, may you have a happier life ahead. Will pray for the best for ur future endeavours and I promise that there will be no grudges or hatred kinda feelings from me to you. All the best and im all good! (:

"whatever happens, we must live through the time that everything hurts before everything goes back to normal again"

**and now im off to meet Didiq to do his shopping, meet our friends, countdown & celebrate our first hours of 2010 together! and tonight's gonna be a good night. i promise!**

muchlove,
-pika-
*Miss F.M.N*
*your purple princess*
(:

purple princess's life story..

2009-12-29T23:48:00.000-08:00

Hello world!!
Sorry for the long hiatus.. Been busy a little bit lately.. yeap..

updates updates! (:

24th Dec '09, Thursday
it was exactly 1:30am in the morning when i receive a heart dropping news! it was through FB chat and the way he told me, its like nothing so serious. Straight away i gave him a call!

pika:
"Hello!? Eh you? What happened??!" *panic*
him:
"I met with an accident.." *soooo calm*
pika:
"omg! Are you ok??! How’s your condition now?!" *still panic*
him:
"I’m ok. I’m fine. just a small wound at the side." *still sooo calm*

Irritating enough?? tell me about it! ppfftt~!
here i am so scared, there he is so calm and peaceful.. gerammmm..... -___-"

During the day, i decided to gave him a surprise visit over at his place!.. just to make sure that he is really fine and the wound was "SMALL" as said by him during the night.. haha~! Contacted the younger brother and told him and the mum not to tell Sid that im coming.. hEE~! Alighted at Tampines mrt and the younger brother fetched me from dere.. it was peak hour and there were so many vehicle dere but lucky i could recognise his sleek red car.. if not i would have gotten into the wrong car i tell you! ggrrr..

Reached his place and i just sat quietly at the living room.. the brother and mum tried to bring him out of the room.. haha! He was so slack la of cos!..

so when he saw me..

him:
“What are you doing here??” *kodak moment face*
me:
“hehehe..” *smile*

He walk in and out of bedroom, donoe what to do.. lol.. Cute.. Eh no! Funny!..
We had a chat.. Quite a lot to update each other with.. His problem.. Mine.. It was all good though..

**may your baby Ghaazala Ghamirah get well soon**
(:

25th Dec '09, Friday
Didn’t do much but I manage to clean up my room! Throw away my secondary 4 O level books!! I still keep it!! Imagine that?! It was like 4 years ago that I took my O’s! its all clean now.. And at night around 9pm, went to prawn fishing with family! Yeay! Best best! That’s my family’s past time for now.. more to come!! (^_^)

27th Dec '09, Sunday

It was kakak Ti’s engagement day! Yeay! Finally sista! Congratos! May you and abg eddie last long till your very very big day!! Hehe.. aniways, I went out of my house around 12 noon to collect the thing that I ordered for kak Ti at Lot 1 Famous Amos shop.. and cab dere.. when I reached, ayah gave me a shock look.. cos initially I told them I couldn’t come.. which is not true la.. I just wanted to make it a surprise!.. hehe.. oh ya! And I saw Ashidy.. hairless!.. hehe.. mister NS man.. you look so round bro!.. haa~! Didn’t stay that long dere and I left for Tampines!..

It was Abg Talib’s sister wedding.. meet up with Wirni and Faat.. we actually lost our way.. ppfftt~! Tamp is so complicated! My gosh! In the end we cab! Our legs were too tired to bring us to the destination.. =X had a great time dere.. manage to take picture with the bride and groom! Pretty2! I like! Hehe.. after that the 3 of us went off.. to our own individual plans.. had a great time with you both! Love love!

the 3 ladies, abg talib, his brother and the bride groom!

faat, wirni, me!

done!

more updates coming up!!
stay tune!

muchlove,
-pika-
*Miss F.M.N*
*your purple princess*
imy.

Childhood Friend Wardah 19th birthday

2009-12-19T19:01:00.000-08:00

last thursday.. went to our "family friend", their daughter's birthday celebration over at costa sands!! hehe.. finally dearest childhood friend, Wardah, turned 19th!! hehe! happy sweet birthday babe!! one thing for sure, i love your cake!! so so so much!! cos im a swensens ice cram addict! thak you. (:

i'll let the pics do the rest of the job aites!

mummayyyyy!!! (:

fierce dad & mum (^_^)

birthday girl!! we are all grown ups now.. still remember the days we use to play over at ur place inside your room with ur siblings all??.. when we were like 4 or 5 years old?.. hehe..

Hazbul! the third brother! soooo BIG laaa noww you!

since the theme for that party was "beyonce".. so thay came out with having a ring on all the lady's fingers!

yummm... my next boyfriend!! the cake!! hahaha..

doned!!

muchlove,

-pika-

*Miss F.M.N*

*your purple princess*

exciting saturday night on the 12/12/09

2009-12-15T07:42:00.000-08:00

my weekends were great!! *two thumbs up* ((:

since holidays just started, i kinda try to find things to do so my time will be spent wisely doing something so that it wun be boring.. nyeh nyeh!

on saturday night, it was a random chill out plan by me to GF Ryn.. called her around 7.30pm and ask if she wanna go chill at town to catch a movie or something.. so she agreed and we meet up around 9pm at cck mrt.. haha! it was so last minute laa okay! we went to somerset and have our dinner at kfc.. while we were eating, i recieved a call from DidiQ.. he want to karaoke!! i was like -_____-" ! actually its not him laa.. its his younger brother, Khidir's idea, to go for a sing2 session that night.. so yearp.. i spent my time till 12 midnight with GF Ryn first, then i meet them up.. fuhyo! keco! in the end, me and Ryn just walk2 and admire the pretty decorations! haha! veryyy nicee! i like cans!

we slowly walk, camwhore, had starbucks and made our way to Borders since the karaoke place is beside hard rock dere.. yeap2.. Ryn's boifie fetched her from there.. thanks GF for the night!! it was a chaotic night though!! so yea, off she went back home and i meet up with the 2 brothers and Fana.. karaoke session with them is the best one i tell you!! although its just the four of us, i had fun!.. we enjoyed ourselves singing our hearts out that night from 1230am to 330am i think.. didnt keep track of the time!!.. best best..! ((: *smile wide*

GF Ryn and the 3 of them made my night that saturday!! sayang korang semue kays!!

after 12 midnight... this happens!

great bunch, i love.

muchlove,

-pika-

*Miss F.M.N*

*your purple princess*

my precious girls

2009-12-12T02:00:00.000-08:00

7 years of friendship.. them, i adore..

it started during our high school days.. during the very first year, all of us wasn't sure of who our real cliques were and we are not that close like how we are now.. until to the point when these foursome joined "dance club" as our CCA.. from there den we mixed around and after some time, we realise that we had something in common.. firstly, we love dancing.. secondly, we like to eat!.. thirdly, all of us have the same mindset and understand each other alot.. and lastly, the foursome has got the most sweetest smile and not to forget.. our dimples! yes! all four has it! cool?! heee~! we went through thick and thin together.. help to solve each other's problem together and secrets are kept among ourselves.. from studies to our interests, relatioship, friendship and also family.. they are the sisters that i can nvr ask more from.. cos they know what can make me happy and what i am now.. sayang korang!

i just chatted with ryn and mas.. just updating each others with life.. although we had our own life to lead.. with school and all, we still take the every opportunity to know whats going on in their life.. we rarely meet up but will always find a particular day to spend time with each other and be our crazy selves!.. i miss you girls.. plan something and meet up soon okays! <3>

this was taken during GF Azmira SP Star Competition
together with her Design School mates! her all time supporter!

muchlove,
-GFpika-
*MissF.M.N*
*your purple princess*

Shooting and Dinner at Jalan Kayu

2009-12-08T00:17:00.000-08:00

[my happy pill]

a BIG HELLO to all lovely readers!!

its a homestay for me today as i have no lessons in school and i manage to help mummy with house chores.. after that we went for this "body treatment" thingy for our whole body.. they use this machine which i donoe how to describe it.. overall, it was fun.. its gonna be our every tuesday routine i guess?.. WEEE~!

aniways yesterday dearest hunney came down to RP to join in for our shooting for MCG upcoming project.. since im involve, he have to wait for me till it ends.. im sorry if no one entertain you hor.. *hugss* whatever it is, its so sweet of you to stay through out the session.. i appreciate it alot!.. after that we went to TP to meet his juniors.. Titisan clan.. and off we go to jalan kayu for dinner.. oh ya! met his brother for the first time.. it wasn't planned aniways.. he was with his babygirl of cos.. so your brother is not the 'reserve' type after all huh.. hEE~!

after dinner we chit chat for a while, crap with the rest and also camwhoring session with mister haiqal iqbal as our camera man of the day.. we left the place around 1050pm and he send me back homie!.. reached my place around 1130pm and off he went back home..

thank you for the day dearest.. your existance shined the most brightest light back into my life.. i like you! and you know that!.. (:

best boyfriend ever! Haiqal Iqbal!! 3 more dys to NS darlaa!! all the best!!

Martyn & Epah

**cute couple**

craziest snapshots!!!

doned!

my day ended pretty great.. enjoyed myself..

ps: you never fail to make me smile. thank you. :)
its the end.

muchlove,

-pika-

*Miss F.M.N*

*your purple princess*

movie day out & the first daddy meet up..

2009-12-05T02:43:00.000-08:00

hello world!! im happy. yeay!
last wednesday was a fun and happy day for me.. and you too.. right hunns?..

i went to school as usual.. but one thing for sure, i swear i didnt bring my laptop.. cause why? im going for a moviee date after school! and yeay cause mummy daddy allow me to go and finally they know who im going out with.. i love you both laa! <3

aniways it was so sweet of you to actually book the movie tix so early via online la.. hehs.. new moon obsession eh you eh.. hehehe.. i ended class around 4:10pm and manage to complete my school work before i go off to meet him at the carpark.. he fetched me from school and it was drizzling.. bad weather la that day.. we actually planned to head straight to marina to have our dinner since our movie is at marina GV but in the end we drop by far east first.. dinner at sakura there and we accidentally met his frens and they were asking him a question that i actually already expect them to ask.. its normal my dear.. no worries k.. pika understand.. *hugs*

he had a 'stick' after dinner and we headed to marina.. we were late! yes! we are watching the 6:55pm show.. we reached around 7:15pm and guess what?? it was still the advertisement thing! thank god! we actually run to the cinema!! keco per YOU!.. dragged me like nobody business.. heheh.. but funny la! (:

the movie was not as wow as i thought.. maybe because i already read the book?.. which is like so detailed.. sheezes!.. O_o but whatever it is, i enjoyed your company okay.. he send me back home and its really literally send me home this time round.. cause daddy remind him to send me until infront of my house.. hehe.. you looked fine meeting daddy for the first time.. hehehs.. i wanna laugh la cans!.. cute. eh no! i mean funny.. lalala~! more outing to come aites?.. *i miss you*

he actually did this! how adorable!..

we are the bad vampires! *red eyed*

"..knowing you is an accident.. to be close to you is a choice.."

muchlove,
-pika-
*Miss F.M.N*
*your purple princess*

2009-12-04T23:39:00.000-08:00

"perplex"

im clueless. period.

-______-"

hope you will feel better soon.

muchlove,

-pika-

by the beach....

2009-12-01T14:26:00.000-08:00

ECP last Sunday was fun..! new friends from Titisan Temasek (TP Drama), great bunch!.. i swear!!.. to Mr M, Fifie, Haiqal, Iffah, Martyn, Man, Hadi, Amy & (the other blue shirt guy i donoe who), i like you people!..

alot of camwhoring session by our personal mister "potogerafi" aka bday boy for that day, Man!.. hehs! will meet you guys again soon!.. more outings aite?.. love love!

the first picture i took for the day..
and she's Amy!..

doned!

*2 more days and im still counting baby*

...NEW MOON...

"..your existance shine the most brightest light back into my life.. thank you GOD.."

muchlove,

-pika-

*Miss F.M.N*

*your purple princess*

New Moon Movie.. (:

2009-11-30T14:00:00.000-08:00

im effing bored in school!!
someone save me please!! -____-"

aniways i wanna watch NEW MOON MOVIE.. yes yes!! with YOU! you promised me already eh!.. and guess what?? he reads the book too! cute. you actually brought that book along everywhere you go?.. cause i saw it in yur bag yesterday at East Coast! funny you!

aniways great time spend yesterday although it was a short one with you and the rest!.. friendly people you got there.. i like! (^_^) thanks for sending me back too hunns! always remember what mummy tell you! be careful on the road! don't be like me! dangerous driver! wakakaka! *kening up-up*

will see you in 3 days time..

muchlove,
-pika-
*Miss F.M.N*
*your steed, you & your purple princess*

MY meaning of "LOVE"

2009-11-28T23:00:00.000-08:00

The meaning of love is found in the word "unconditional". Loving someone through their flaws and all. Accepting and embracing each other’s differences and compromising with their offerings. Love happens only once in a life. If you fell in love the second time then the first love you fell in was in fact just an infatuation. Love happens when you realised that you are worth for the love you are being offered. Love is when you care for someone, when you feel something for him/her deep inside your heart and love is when you think you can do anything for him/her if you truly love them. Love is not just cutting your hand and washing blood all over your body, love is trusting the one you love. Once the letter T is removed from the word Trust, it becomes Rust and it cannot be replaced the whole life. Thus Love is only to CARE AND TRUST the one you love. LOVE is a reality, not illusion or a child's play.

...........................................................................

*im taking things really slow now.. still trying to bring myself up and im halfway through.. with YOUR help, i guess i will be fine.. to have a friend like you is a gift that will remain in my heart..*

ps: off i go to ECP to meet you and friends tomorrow. Mr M, imy. (:

muchlove,

-pika-

*Miss F.M.N*

*your purple princess*